On Avoidance
On Avoidance My to-do checklist multiplies like protozoa osmosises and mitosises into things to procure things to discard debts to pay mundane tasks The list glares at me from my phone an unblinking eye a high pitched tinnitus of adult obligations. so I subvert my list, add nonsense: "sit in the sun: five minutes." "sample 3 kinds of chocolate." "draw a seabird." "sketch a mad genius." So between the sandpaper-on-bone tasks of "callthebank" I can dutifully check off whimsey accomplish nonsense procrastinate responsibly and with great satisfaction avoid the doing by doing and play a counter-harmony ...