On Avoidance
On Avoidance
My to-do checklist
multiplies like protozoa
osmosises and mitosises into
things to procure
things to discard
debts to pay
mundane tasks
The list glares at me from my phone
an unblinking eye
a high pitched tinnitus of
adult obligations.
so I subvert my list,
add nonsense:
My to-do checklist
multiplies like protozoa
osmosises and mitosises into
things to procure
things to discard
debts to pay
mundane tasks
The list glares at me from my phone
an unblinking eye
a high pitched tinnitus of
adult obligations.
so I subvert my list,
add nonsense:
- "sit in the sun: five minutes."
- "sample 3 kinds of chocolate."
- "draw a seabird."
- "sketch a mad genius."
So between the sandpaper-on-bone tasks
of "callthebank"
I can dutifully check off whimsey
accomplish nonsense
procrastinate responsibly
and with great satisfaction
avoid the doing by doing
and play a counter-harmony
on the vacuum-drone of my
adult life.
(This is another poem prompt I gave my students in-class. We read Grace Paley's "The Poet's Occasional Alternative" about the poet avoiding writing poetry by baking a pie because sometimes it's too hard to do something that won't please everybody, that might never find an audience. But... everybody likes pie! I gave them the prompt: write about what you avoid
I love it! I am going to change my list making!
ReplyDeleteThanks Carolyn! It's a funny little balancing act, isn't it?
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